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Thursday, October 27th, 2005
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this week was real stressful. i had a test yesterday, and 2 today. well, i still have to take one. im kind of getting discouraged because i am stuck in 'b' mode. its like in high school i didnt have to really try that hard, yea i still studied once in a while and did all my work - but what im trying to say is it wasnt that hard for me to pull off A's all the time. now, i have to study all the time and put my whole body into school and it seems no matter how much effort i put in to it, i am stuck with b's and I AM NOT A B PERSON! well, i did get a 95% on my last statistics test, we shall see how i do on the one i have today.
Other than school and work i haven't been doing anything. Peter and I went to Six Flags for Fright Fest on Sweetest Day, but it was sooo packed. i still had fun and what not...
eh i just want a week off from everything to have fun!
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I had the craziest dream. Peter Seth and I moved kinda upnorth into this big crazy log house and I wandered around and discovered rooms I didn't know where there. Then I went to the dentist and got my wisdom teeth removed. After I came back to the house Seth was playing alone outside in the rain and I got pissed off at Peter for it. Yeah. Wtf
Anyway...
I really do have to go to the dentist on Thursday afternoon and I am freaking out. I hate the dentist and have been scared of going since a bad experience when I was around 4. Im only scheduled for a cleaning but Im worried he's going to tell me I need my wisdom teeth done. I will be in pain and won't even be able to smoke a cig...
Anyway, I have off of work today:) I still need to get ready and go get some lunch, and some gas. Plus today is pay day so I have to go to the bank. I do still have 3 hours before Peter's done at work though.
Wednesday is our anniversary. I requested to work til 4 so that we could spend all night together...We aren't planning on doing anything, and that is just what I like.
Yeah, Im going to take a shower.
peace
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Thursday, January 27th, 2005
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I can't do it. (it being go to school in the morning and then work until close
) I am exhausted.
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Thursday, January 6th, 2005
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if you can't afford a broken nose, you can't afford to fight...
im super bored. i worked until 2 today and then matt and i went to sammy's for lunch. it was delicious! i proceeded to head over to office depot and walgreens and i purchased a few things for school. i didnt go over board because i have car insurance, cell phone payment, car payment, and books for school that i have to pay for shortly...
i miss peter. i cant see him tonight because he is 'sick' and stayed home from work. reason why i am super bored...
i wrote subjects on all of my notebooks, put looseleaf paper into my binder...reviewed my schedule...
god, how pathetic.
everyones going sledding tonight, but i dont feel like it. i dont like having fun i guess. im so anti-social
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Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
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i dont have time to update...
i should have left 20 minutes ago..
i got the rest of my grades:
Math B+
International english B+
English comp A-
Womens Studies A-
Forensic D
not bad considering i thought i failed the last one
my gpa is at a 3.0
umm my xmas was busy...but nice:)
peter, me, and peters mom all got some horrible disease on sunday. i woke up at 445 am and was in and out of the bathroom vomiting until 10am. i was supposed to work at 10 but couldnt move and was exhausted so i called in. i tried calling everyone to fill in for me, but people are selfish and no one would...
all in all, tiff hates me now. she didnt schedule me at all for this coming up week (tomorrow-tuesday) but i managed to pick up some shifts from dan...thursday, monday, and tuesday...
peter and i may be going up to heathers boyfriends dads cabin for new years eve. however, it is in Elton....near antigo...and i have no idea where that is or if i want to drive that far. poop.
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Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
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so i worked today though i felt quite shitty... i wasn't supposed to, but tiff asked me if i would yesterday and i try to be nice like that.
anyway, afterwards i wrapped up all my presents for peter's parents, seth, and peter...
after peter was done at work and he finished up his last minute shopping i went over there. we ate some KFC for dinner (mmm mashed potatoes!) and watched some tv. i was on the verge of falling asleep almost all night. i think i may have between 830 and 9. anyway, now i am home and extremely exhausted.
this cold is kicking my ass!
hopefully the dr will have some good news for me tomorrow. like ear infection or sinus infection heres some antibiotics youll feel better soon. otherwise, my suffering will just continue :(
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Monday, December 20th, 2004
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Heather invited Peter and I up to her apartment for New Years Eve! Peter didn't get a ticket to the rave event yet so he is thinking about coming with me. Well, he already told me that he would, but I want to make sure that he knows that he isn't obligated. I am just happy that i found something to do, depending on the weather, of course. If its blizzarding (heh) then I am not going to drive up there. Anyway, Matt came into work today to pick up his check and what not and he seemed pissed about it when he heard barb and i discussing it. He said something about how when peter and him found out about it they made plans to go, but i wasn't there or ever asked, and it was unfair that they assumed that i would want to go. blah, i just dont want to be a bitch. is it bad if he breaks his previous 'plans' to go to the rave to be with me? i dont want to be controlling or a bitch i just dont want to be alone...
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On Saturday I went to my final two exams. I only got about 3 hours of sleep. On Friday, Peter and I went to Matt's and they all played video games while I studied. I didn't get to sleep until 230ish and I had to get up at 6am to get ready for school.
Anyway, after the exams, I came back to get Peter and we made the long journey to my Grandparent's house. We ate food, talked, opened gifts. I got a lot this year! I got gift cards for Boulders, Best Buy, and a gas card not to mention two zip up sweaters, two pairs of pajama pants, socks, a fleece blanket, and some other randomness that I can't think of right now.
After the xmas festivites at my grandma's, peter and i left with my step sister. it was the first time i got to see her apartment. it was nice. made me slightly jealous. i really wish i could afford to move out.
Anyway, i met some of her friends, played asshole all night, and got pretty wasted. peter and i slept in her bed. in the morning, i felt so shitty. we left around 1230 and half way home i stopped at the gas station because i felt so sick. i vomited in the BP gas station bathroom in some small town, in case anyone wanted to know that. i felt so bad for making peter wait for me for forever. blah
well, i just got done working. i have to get some stuff ready/done before i go to peter's later tonight. i think that peter and i are going to target today so that he can get some last minute xmas shopping done...
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Monday, December 13th, 2004
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why is the scott pederson trial always in/on the media? why are they exploiting this specific death? stuff like that happens every single day, what makes this trial/case any different from any other one?
anyway...I had my first exam today for International English. could have been better, however, I think I did decent. I also turned in my final portfolios for English and went to Women's Studies to fill out an evaluation (I turned in my last paper last week...way to not procrastinate!!!...for once) Now, I am done with school until Saturday and then I am done until next semester begins!!! Jan 24th, I do believe!
Hmm..what else? I have off of work tomorrow! I am going to get my nails done at 2:30 by some place off of 117th and North. I know where it is because I always deliever to the salon that is next door to it. Good times.
I worked today..work wednesday and thursday 10-2 or 3 and friday 10-6...
I am not looking forward to New Year's Eve at all. Everyone sucks and is going to the Rave. Good reasons I do suppose. Pat and Todd...and well, all of Outlawed Productions are putting on a partay...
I'm not into that whole scene so I am the only one not going. I told Peter I didn't care that he was going, but I lied just a little. I want him to go out and have a good time, but I secretly want him to be with me. Blah. Oh well. I, as of now, am going to sit at home with my Mom. Awesome.
I am going to get ready since I will be leaving shortly. Hope everyone's life is going spectacularly (yeah, i dont know about that either)..
PS My Mom is blasting some awesome 80s 'rock' and my sister is dancing around with a 'guitar' aka a broom and a 'guitar pick' aka a quarter....May seem funny, but man do I need to get out of my house.
OMG my mom needs to get over the mid-life crisis. fo'real b
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Thursday, December 9th, 2004
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So I called Peter today and he came to visit me at work for like a minute. I had to leave to take a delivery. We talked and it was looking as if I was going to be leaving work a little early because I haven't been feeling the greatest all day. He was just playing video games with Jason, so he said that I could come over too once I got off of work. So, I call him when I am done and he tells me that I should go home and get sleep. I explain to him that I slept all day and am not tired but he doesn't seem like he wants to hang out with me any more. I kind of cut him off midsentence, say good bye, and went home. I wanted to just hang out for a while after work but if people don't want to see me then fuck them. I dont know how someone can go from wanted to hang out with me at 815-830 and then decide about an hour later that they no longer want to. roar. i wish i could smoke a cig, but i think my stepdads home. i have no idea where my mom is however. blah.
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Tuesday, November 30th, 2004
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amber and i went to math today. wow was that a grand time. yea. anyway, afterwards we decided that we were hungry, so we went to webbs for lunch. lisa was working, but didnt say hi or anything...i did talk to amy though and it was nice to see her since i havent in such a long time. blah. im so full and tired. i wish i could take a nap but i have too much stuff for school to get done....
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Monday, November 29th, 2004
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Thursday, November 18th, 2004
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I just returned home from work. After I got some high quality mexican food from taco bell. I still have to finish up my wmns paper on abortion...And I have to get up extremely early (for my standards) to travel down to UWM just to turn it in, and then drive all the way back home for an enticing (sp?) eight hours of work. Im super tired. I dont know why I am posting. I have nothing of any interest to say...
eh...
i suck.
its been a long day...a long few weeks at that...
have some sympathy
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Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
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I just returned to my home from spending some time at Peter's. We watched some tv and layed around. It was nice to just relax since I won't be able to do that for another week. Tomorrow, I am skipping school. I am not behind in either of the classes so I am going to use the time to write papers I need to turn in. My WMNS professor is giving me until 12 on Friday to hand in my paper, which means I have to get up really early to drive down to UWM on Friday morning to hand in my paper and then drive to go to work all day. Fun times. I put it on myself though. I told Tiff that I could work all day the Wednesday before Thanksgiving, only to discover today that I have to meet with my English professor at 130 because it was the only time slot she had left for confrences. Shitty. Hopefully Tiff won't be pissed at me. Eh. I hate having to worry so much about school and work. I wish I could just do school, but I have bills to pay. I thought that maybe I would have been out of my Mom's house by now, but there isn't even a hint of that happening anytime in the near future. Maybe summer? Probably not. I guess I can live with not paying for rent for now. I am hardly ever at my house anyway. I have nothing of interest to talk about...I am too exhausted from staying up until 4am last night to work on my 11 page paper...and then drag myself out of bed to go to work and school today. G'Night for now...
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Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
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I am having the worst day ever, though I predicted this would happen.
It took me two hours just to get sources for my paper. I have about 4 pages 'done', roughly, out of the 10 and I haven't even started to analyze the outside sources to incorporate them.
I have another paper that's due tomorrow, for women's studies, which I can't even begin to think about. I think I am going to turn that one in on Monday, because I don't know what else to do.
I called work today to see if there is anyone that can work my whole three hours tomorrow morning, so I can have a little more time to get everything set up and put together, but I didn't even get to talk to Tiff because she was busy doing other things...I was told she'd call me back, but that was two hours ago, so she probably forgot about me.
Eh I need a break from everything.
Peter got some free movie passes for tonight...
I wasn't going to go,
but now, I definitely think it would be for the best.
No more tears!
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So, I stole this from John....
Mostly because I have nothing better to do with my time...
Partly because I have nothing better to say at the moment...
read on if you also have nothing better to do...
( this is it! )
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Thursday, November 4th, 2004
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Things are going relatively well for me, yet I am still not feeling happy. I don't know what it is with me. School...keeping me real busy, but I know I need it. I like some of my classes. Ok, one of my classes, but that's better than nothing. I am also going to be chaning my major before next semester starts. Thinking about sociology or psychology with a minor in political science or womens studies. I found out that once I got to college I like the social sciences much more than any physical science. Weird to think that in highschool I was obsessed with biology. I guess things, as a whole, have changed since highschool so maybe it shouldn't be that much of a shocker. Work...sucks. I hate it. I really wish I could get a new job but I definetly have to wait until this semester is over because with my school schedule all twisted like it is now, I won't be lucky enough to find another employer to so kindly work around it. I just can't make seven dollars an hour working 25 hours a week. its not enough. I dont know how I am ever going to be able to get out on my own. I hate being dependent upon my mom for a place to live, though it does make my like substantially easier. I have had a car payment and cell phone payment since I was 16 though and it seems like all my money is used to pay for bills. I can't remember the last time I got to buy myself something, besides a cd every couple of months. I shouldn't complain about my financial situation though, I know it could be a lot worse. I can't wait until I get to start paying back my student loans. eh. I always thought that having a boyfriend would make me happy when I was a depressed high school kid. I am so lucky to have a boyfriend, to be there for me and all the boyfriend stuff, but I still dont feel complete...Then I always thought that losing weight...oh the social acceptance of skinny...Id be happier. That never lasts though. No matter how many diet and exercise programs i try, nothing lasts, and nothing works. My mom lost a lot of weight since I got back from platteville though. She looks so nice and seems to be a lot happier with herself. Im proud of her to say the least.
Anyway, tomorrow I guess I am going to see Bad Religion at the Rave with Matt, Peter, and Jason. Never been one for punk, but I haven't been to a show in forever so it could be fun. Should produce an interesting crowd at least.
I have to go get ready for a fun night of work! Haven't been this excited in a long time.
If anyone wants to get together on Saturday, give me a call...I want to drink
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Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
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Friday, October 29th, 2004
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Thursday, October 28th, 2004
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I just got home from work and what not...Don't have anything to do and am extremly bored. Peter dropped my cell phone off at work today so I atleast have a phone now...
All of my friends are going to Madison for the weekend. I have no plans. I may go see Saw tomorrow. I have to work 3-close on Saturday. Sunday I will probably end up doing homework, or atleast that is what I should do. Fun times. Yea. I have nothing to say, so I am going to go. Peace out
Oh yeah, I need a new job. If anyone has any ideas or suggestions, please help me out!
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annoyed.
lazy.
bored.